Ever since I can remember, I have always fantasized about having sex with men. I was married for fifteen years and enjoyed anal stimulation from my wife and myself, but it got too much for my wife to take. Even though I have never followed through with a guy, I consider myself bi as I adore women and sex. The urge to give another guy oral is great, but after I masturbate, I feel guilty about the fantasies. I like both male and female porn.