I have been with this guy for eight years. We were married a year ago. We have three children together. I am in love with his cousin. It all started about four years ago. We were all at a family gathering, and my husband passed out. His cousin was there, and we ended up leaving together and having sex. We had sex two more times after that. My husband found out about it, but we both denied it. It's been about four years since we've done anything together, but every time we see each other the feelings come out again. I can't stop thinking about him, and I dream about him every night. I think I might have picked the wrong guy.