The Pangs Of Guilt
Alright, I have been with this guy for a few months, and I already know I do love him. Well, I guess he doesn't really keep up with me sexually like I would like. One time, I went over to my cousin's house which is an hour away. She had her friends over. One of them is married, and he kept hitting on me. So, we were flirting back and forth. We went in my cousin's bedroom to "talk", and things started. He rubbed my back and ended up going down on me. I didn't do anything to him. I didn't even kiss him. But now I feel so bad each time I talk to my boyfriend. It's something that's eating me up inside. I don't know if I should tell him or not.
— Jeanette, 19