Some people want reality
But the problem is they can't handle...the truth
I just want one person to feel exactly like I do
I feel as if sometimes I just needed to scream
I just can?t feel my insides anymore
I have the urge to just be so perfect for everyone else
I want everyone to be happy
I just feel sometimes that I can?t take myself anymore
I have discrepencies that the normal person my age wouldn?t
In my life I just want
one person that my immediate famiy
To understand what it is I go through
The fact of the matter is I?m to scared of people
I know how to open up to people but the problem is
I don't know who to open up to
The reason why I keep to myself is because
I just feel like I need to breathe out loud
THE PROBLEM IS TRUST
I can?t trust people as far as I can throw them
I just want to throw out all my trash
But, I?ve got too much trash to throw out
I?m a HTC [Human Trash Compactor]
I let everybody just throw their trash out on my soul
I let everyone?s burden spill out
I just want one moment where I can breathe
I shouldn?t be concerned about others
But I can?t help it, my genes have possessed my soul
Just ONE person is all I need to help me breathe
I just want someone who understands what it feels like to be me
I?m in tornado mode
I feel like I?m spinning in circles
Like a swirling vortex
I don't know where to start
Nor where or when for that matter to stop
I can't feel my legs
I feel like I'm falling apart
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Susan K. Perry, Ph.D.
Susan K. Perry, Ph.D., is a social psychologist, relationship expert, and bestselling and award-winning author. Her books include Loving in Flow: How the Happiest Couples Get and Stay That Way, and Kylie's Heel, a novel for adults.
Pamela G. Chollet, Ph.D.
Dr. Pamela Chollet has a Ph.D. in clinical psychology and Master degrees in educational psychology and fine arts. Her passion has been helping people face and get through those times when they feel trapped and unable to move forward.
Anna Charbonneau, Ph.D.
Anna Charbonneau, Ph.D., is a clinical psychologist, stress management expert, and author. If you're feeling overwhelmed, stressed out, or struggling to make changes in your life, Anna can help.